whatever i’m going to smoke on the balcony and not care about their claws
i’ve been drinking and fucking around a lot ever since he dumped me
i quit lithium three months ago
just trying to be really ‘cool’ all the time, smoking cigarettes, talking shit
all i want to be is all over the place and i think i’m succeeding
wearing palestina scarves and nice makeup
i know this isn’t me but for the first time in my life i’m cool, crazy and popular
i must kid myself
i’m kind of full of energy right now so i’m gonna write a bit about what i got for christmas. funny, right? not really.
i think that was everything. i went kind of nuts today and bought stuff for like $900 off the interet. a new computer and a camera. i kind of need a new computer since this one i’m using is a school computer and has to be returned next year + the screen is broken. but a camera… i really don’t need a camera, but i mean.. it might be fun.
i’ve been feeling really powerful and shit tonight so i decided to talk to a few people i haven’t talked to in a while. i even called one of them. we actually haven’t heard each others voices before, only spoken through social medias, so that was very interesting. he’s really sweet.
this became a bit lame so i’m gonna stop now. um, bye. see you.